A short post to say thanks

Hey everyone so I had scribbled down the title of this post earlier today at work, now I’ve jut gotten home and I am filling in the words 🙂

I hope you all have been doing well and this post is just to say thanks, 3 years ago I started this blog and so far its undergone many changes and transformations and as I’ve grown and changed so has my blog, and I just want to say thanks to all of you for reading and subscribing thanks for the kind words and just taking the time to read it, thanks for being here and making me feel accomplished thanks for relating, thanks for being wonderful people and thanks for making standing by my side we may not know each other physically but as fellow humans I want to say thank you.

the cloud citizen

A contemplation

Hey guys I guess I owe you an apology for my unexplained absence and for that I am truly sorry I suppose I have just been over taken with existence to be honest I haven’t really been busy just tired, not exhausted but tired if I were to say exactly what happened in the days of my absence I don’t think I could everything has kind of merged into an unintelligible mass, like a dark silt on the floor of the ocean of my existence.

Today I gawked through to the end of my 4pm to 1am shift and even now I am groggy but with all the thoughts in my head I decided to blog,

While on the first of two buses to take me home, I saw a student diligently studying a chemistry hand out and for some reason it reminded me so much of myself, and I suppose only he can tell whether he was getting it or not but it seemed like he was and it suddenly made me wonder “what happened?” Not to say I feel bad about where I’ve gotten but am I where I want to be?, in truth I don’t know, I remember when I was a kid with dozens of dreams and plans and thoughts of the future and now I’m just here ebbing on the shores of routine drowning in thoughts about the future and wondering if I am making the right decisions, the world it self seems to be on the brink of chaos and to add to it I’m caught in this mid life crisis, I suppose all my years of being rational didn’t adequately equip me for a future I didn’t have complete control over, a future such as this one.
Since I don’t have an immediate conclusion to my contemplation I’ll ask

“What happened?”

Pasta and a play…

Heyyyyy guys, okay so like I’m blushing insanely while I type this because well yeah I’m all lovey dovey haha missed you guys tons, let’s see what’s been up, work has been up and down but yesterday I had one of the best nights of my life and it was really great went out with the beau and we went to see a play, and it was my first play and I had such a great time and on top of that we went to a nice new restaurant and I had what was possibly the most delicious pasta I have ever had, with Cajun sauce and chicken bits and everything was just so magical and perfect and sweet and crazy and I am just so in love and taken and excited and nervous and anxious and they just make me so incredibly warm and fuzzy inside, haha I’m totally rambling but I just needed to write this out loud haha.

Talk to you guys soon xoxo 😀

As always don’t forget to keep your head in the clouds ☁