A quick late night brood…

Hey everyone its the end of another day and laying on my back in
bed I found myself in a brood, mainly over my relationship and the fact that I have been very keen in the “giving them space” department but suddenly realizing that I miss them tremendously(I have been using this adjective wayyyyy too much) and I really really want to talk to them because its been almost 72 hours and my mind is running completely amok, but despite this I’m trying hard to hold my head, and keep things rational so just thought I’d pour my heart out in this quick post and hope it helps before popping a sleeping pill and pausing all my thoughts until in the A.M.
I can’t say my anxiety has peaked yet, but its bubbling aggressively because I can’t help getting flooded with break up lyrics of sad songs, and as much as the proposed “break” is temporary the possibility of permanence is seducing my anxiety out of its cage and I want to just quiet the noise, but until I get some feed back then I’ll be blogging for the sake of therapy and trying desperately to keep my sanity.
XoXo
Life is choppy Seas-The Voyaging Voyager

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